the fade smile...

weh,,,hahahaha....yeke..leh cair ke???ti aq tgk balik..hmmm,,enth ble aq leh jmpe ye 2..aq pn xtaw..skunk pn aq jrg msj ngn ye...juz wish mownink n night je..aq skunk xtaw r apa y aq nk...y aq leh perhatikn,,aq rase cm dlm dunia ni,,aq xnk ingt pape pn..rase trsiksagler ble kna pendm taw..nk mrh xleh..y mampu hanya stu tangisan y mengalir tpi itupn dlm diam..knape ek pape hal pn,,aq akn diketepikn...enth r,,,dri aq trus duk cm2 je juz hanyaew mampu memerhati & hati akn rase amt sakit,,aq rela kuar dri tmpt 2...lepk ngn laki lain lbh baik..agpn klu diorg ctew pn,,diorg tetp akn ctew kt aq..dri kwn y enth r..aq xtaw r,,,ble tnye somethg,,ckp xde pape..aq pn kwn2 korg jgk..bkn susah pn nk ctew..xkn aq je y kna ctew kt korg sedgkn korg nk secreat2 ngn aq..aq wase aq ni xpenting pn lm kehidupn persahabatn diorg kot..better duk sorg n menyepikn dri..so,,papepn,,xde sorg pn akn msj ke ape kt aq..enth r,,,juz jd perhiasan kot dlm 2..time gurau smua org leh gurau trmsuk aq..tpi ble secreat,,enth la,,,aq sdar aq ni sape...aq pn xtaw dh aq nk wtpe..aq xde smgt pn nk blajar n hidup..aq hanya mampu mengukirkn senyuman biarpn dlm hti aq..hmpir2 mau meletup...aq xtaw lama mane mau menahan senak di dada..tpi selagi mampu ku than..akan ku than,,,,