.teenage dream.

You think I'm pretty

Without any make-up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the puch line wrong

I know you get me

So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me

I was a wreck

But things were kinda heavy

You brought me to life

Now every February

You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali

And got drunk on the beach

Got a motel and

Built a fort out of sheets

I finally found you

My missing puzzle piece

I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die

You and I

We'll be young forever

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing

In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me

In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me

Feel like

I'm living a Teenage Dream

The way you turn me on

I can't sleep

Let's runaway

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

My heart stops

When you look at me

Just one touch

Now baby I believe

This is real

So take a chance

And don't ever look back

Don't ever look back

-katy perry-

nothing much. ^^

do u remember ?

juz a lil bit .. ^_^

location: mesramall

time: cuti raye aritu ..

tujuan: jalanjalan sambil cari ubat kurruss, HAHA

misz PUTIH ..

seronok jejalan nan ko

ko memg 'teman setia' aku

syg ko lbey k ..

muahh :*

HAHA :D

nothing much. hav a great time with u. alwaiz dear :)

*p/s: tetibe je cakap luar ..

life is colourful. isnt it ?

starting a new life..

i'm feel that i want to start a new life..no more negative or sad post from me..

what my friend said is true,,there something wrong with me..

i don't want to cry anymore..but crying always helping me..

i can forget the problems n release the tension..it really helpful..

now, i have someone that really special for me..

he also helping me from being sad n remember about the past..

i would like to thanx him for entering my life..

after this,,there will always heppy post that will come in the future..

thanx for those who helping and always support me..

love u all..mmuuuaaahh...i really appreciate u all..thank u.

i dedicated this video special to u all,,dear friends..=)

tajuknya..TERIMA KASIH TEMAN..hayatilah liriknye..

help ME !

ngah sakit hati giler ngan sorang tue

arghhhhh !

sumthingg wrongg made me cant think rite anymore

ouchh !

pain inside

cant heal on time

need more more more time healing

pliss pliss pliss !

get me some ice coz my HEAARTT is burning so much !

huuuuuh :(

kenangan di tasik muadzam...

hurmmm,,td picnic kat tasik jap..

pah2,,agak seronok cuma,,

knape aq xleh lari dri tempt 2??

bile aq pi kat sana,,aq kn teringt ttg kisah aq dulu dgn dia,,

aq rasa nk nanges pun ade..

klu aq sedey ke pe..

aq akan duduk kat tempt 2..

klu nk nyanyi pun,,aq akan pi kat tmpt 2..

tpi hati aq tetp sayu..sedey..

aq teringt time aq heppy..

dulu aq ingt dialah orgnnya,,

aq ingt betul r dia sygkn aq..

tpi semua kata2 dia 2 dusta sebenarnye..

aq pikir positif jgk dgn alasan dia bg..

time nk clash 2..how stupid i am..

pdahal juz dimaenkan..

rasa dikhianati dan ditipu pun ade..

last2 aq dapat taw dia dgn org lain..

dia ckap lain,,buat lain..

aq dh try pikir positf tpi akhrnye negtif y aq dpt.

smpi skrg aq xtaw ape perasaan aq..

aq tkut jgk kena lagi kn..sakit gak r..

smpi ble aq kena tangisi kesakitn y ptt aq pikul kerana sekeping hati,

maybe sebab 2,,aq nak kapel pun aq takut..

org ajak aq terpaksa tolak,,

sape2 y ckp dia suka aq pun..aq juz dpt aggap dia juz gurau2..

walaupn org 2,,aq suka,,tpi klu aq terlepas semua peluang,,

aq redha dgn apa y berlaku,

coz aq percaya suatu hari nanti akan ade org dtg selamatkan aq..

ataupun hati aq akan menerima org 2 seadanya dan xkan ragu2 agi..

the pieces of my heart 2..

malam ni,,aq lepak ngn kwn2 aq kat tasek..sambil mkn2..
then story mory la jgk kn..
n ade satu topik ni,,buat aq sgt sedey taw..
kwn aq plan nk celebrate bday kwn dia..
tpi menda ni xde kait pape pun,,
cuma ade kait ngn aq je..
time diorg ctew sal pngalaman diorg n memory diorg ttg bday diorg,
aq senyap je..aq xtaw nk ckp pe...
aq nk nages taw time 2..mata aq sedikit berair sbnrnye,,
tpi org xtaw kot..aq rasa xde org perasan kot..
yela,,aq sedey,,aq lgsung xde memori ttg celebrate bday aq sndri..
xde sape pn nk sambut n ingt..cuma syukur je la rmai org wish bday aq,,
last aq smbut time kecik agi..sek ren last sambut..
then,,xde dah sambut2 bday aq..
aq selalu dtg time org sambut bday kwn2 aq or org lain..
aq pun jeles jgk sbnrnye..aq cam seronok je tgk diorg..
at least diorg ade r memory 2 kn.dan aq xde..
dlu,,aq bwk sndri kek konon2 nk smbut ngn bdak dorm aq,,
last2 aq y bawa diri n pi nanges sorg2..entah r..aq jd sedey ble tringat blik..
ade certain org bg hadiah..aq ptt bersyukur ttg 2..
tpi aq nk jugak merasakan celebrate bday party..
tpi aq taw aq xn dpt rasa..
ala,,it not a big deal right..
aq dh bese klu xsambut bday aq sendiri..
so,,klu aq sedey ke pe sal bday..
menda 2 tersimpan dlm hti
pe aq taw,time bday aq ti aq blik rumah je la,,
lg best kn...hehehehe..
thun lepas pn,,semua kwn2 aq celebrate bday kwn2 aq sndri,,
tpi smpi turn aq,,xde pun diorg nk smbut..
tpi dlm rmi2 2 ade y sama buln ngn aq,,
bday dia,,diorg smbut..tpi aq x..
so,,xde guna nye klu aq terus mengharap ke pe..
menda 2 hanya dlm fantasi kn..
klu xsambut pun xpe..bukn penting pun..hehee
y penting aq kena bersyukur at least ade org ingt bday aq dan wish kat aq..
menangis ke pe,,menda 2 xdtgkn papepun..
aq kn dh bese kn..so,,wat cm bese la..
tpi kn,,aq heppy dapat sambut bday kwn2 aq.
tengok diorg heppy dan tersenyum,,
dah cukup wat aq bahagia..=)

the pieces of my heart..

hurm,,hari ni,,aq rasa aq agak melampau n xpatut aq buat dia cam2..
tpi aq xtaw la apa y dia nmpk kat aq ni..
aq lyan dia sgt xde pun..
nk ckp aq msj dia pn xde..call dia lagi r x..
dia msj or call aq,,aq xlyan sgt pun..kdg2 je..
aq pun xfaham,,,kehadiran dia 2,,wat aq trganggu n tension..
aq xpilih paras rupa,,tpi maybe sikap dia 2 xleh ngam n aq xsuka..
dia buat aq xselesa ble dia ade..
aq dh bgi hint2 kot cam aq xselesa n xsuka sgt dia ade dekat ngn aq..
sofia pun ade tlg aq td..xkan r susah sgt dia nk faham..huhu..
plizz la faham..aq xdapat tahan kot..agi2 nk exam..xdapat aq study klu dia wat cm2 ag.
aq dh r jenis pikir masalah aq..aq xnak r org ckp aq ni maenan hati sape2..
aq rasa aq xbagi harapan pun kat dia..aduyai..
single pun susah,,kapel pun susah..ape ptt aq buat sebenarnye???

sPeCiaL OnlY fOr YoU..

hadirmu dalam hidupku adalah tanpa kebenaranku...

kehadiranmu juga tanpa ku sedari,

setiap detik,saat,jam dan sampai la berbulan lamanya,

selama itu jugalah ikatan persahabatan terjalin,

dan akhirnya menimbulkan satu perasaan sayang,

walaupun hati selalu disakiti,

selalu sedih gara2 orang y disayangi,

segala pengorbanan yang dilakukan,

seperti tiada erti n xdihargai,

siapakah aku dalam hatimu,

adakah aku wujud dalam kamus hidupmu,

walaupun kau katakan wujud,

tetapi aku dapat merasakan,

aku ini hanyalah seperti fantasi bagimu,

tetapi aku yakin,

aku dapat merubah dirimu,

walaupun kau seperti tidak menghargaiku,

aku pasrah,

namun aku tetap akan membahagiakanmu,

tidak kira apa yang berlaku,

aku akan tetap mencintaimu sampai ke akhir zaman,

hanya maut yang memisahkan kita,

kerana aku taw,

kau adalah insan yang teramat aku sayangi,

dan takdirku hanya dengan mu..

(saya mintak maaf atas kesalahan saya dan saya taw,apa yang saya tulis diatas ada kaitan dengan apa yang pernah awak rasakan cam perasaan awak la.dan klu saya xsalah,ini semua pernah awak rasa sepanjang perkenalan kita.i'm sorry whatever i had done to you and i know i always make u sad)

hanya CAKAP KOSONG ;(

putih ku syg...

sampai sekarang i x wat keje pape pun lagi kat umah ni,

aishh !
ape ni !
arghh ~
*ekspresi I time bosan2 kat lam umah ni
menyedihkan x ?
huhuhuh..

dan seperti biase,
post2 I kat dlm blog ni pun cam membosankan je
I just tau cakap kosong je
buatnye x, hu3

btw, sori sgt2 coz time u blik umah xleh nk kuar dating
huhu..
what can I say..
kita hanya mampu merancang, TUHAN saje yang menentukannya..

but, I promise time u cuti sem nanti
I x akan putus asa cari mase untuk kite bedua keh ?
muahahaa..
*ayat cam yakin giler, hampehh !

just wait for me k?
or actually im waiting for u!
huhu ;((

gaya aku tido, comey x?
wakaka :P

kecian cik merah..hehe..

hari ni hari sabtu..iaitu hari pasar minggu di paka..
plan nyer nk pi psar mggu ngan merah..
at the same time nk g mesra mall..jalan2..
kitorg plan nk pi pas asar...
cam bese la..pompuan kan..lmbat r skit..
terutama aq y memg sedia ada lembap nk bersiap..hik3..
agipun,,menanti mummy pulang..2 lmbt skit..tpi 2 xkisah..
aq msej merah nk kuar ke x..then merah ckp dia dh kuar dri rmh..
kira on d way la.aq pun ok la..lama jugak r aq menunggu..
sampai naek heran coz xsampai2...xsilap aq rumh aq sebelh lrong rmh merah je..
ni agak lucu r bgi aq..merah call aq..suh aq kuar coz time 2 tgah hjan..
aq ckp la msuk je la lam parking rmh aq..ayah aq pn xde..
then,,merah ckp la pin2 pagar kunci..aq dgn bengap nye pn pikir..
bla lak rmh aq ni ade pgar..grail rmh aq pn xtrkunci..kete dia pn xde lak dpn rmh aq..
rupe2nyer,,merah pi rumah aq y satu agi..confirm r aq xleh nk tlg bukakn pin2 pgar rmh sana.
sal aq ade kat rmh tnb..hahahah...jauh kot..merah ingatkn aq ade kt rmh sana coz
smlm aq ckp amek kt rmh sana..agipun family aq kat kg smlm..aq lupa lak ckp mlm 2 aq dh ade kt tnb..cian merah,..sorry ye..terlupa nk gtaw..hehe..tpi kn..plan kitorg xjd pun kuar g mane2..
kitorg juz lepak kat lam rmh aq je..hehehe..tpi at least leh jmpe kn..=) sorry ye syg menyusahkn kamu..

segala suratan y tersirat & tersurat..

seriously tekanan je aq rasa duk lama2 kat sini..
busawn pun ade..tapi mjur r ade member2 y wat aq rase xbosawn duk sini lama2..
tpi aq pun xtaw menda ni semua akan kekal lama ke x...
yela..setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan kan...
so,aq pun xtaw la life aq akan dtg cmner...
tpi klu andai kata aq ditggalkn lagi,
aq still kena tabah n hidup cam bese sprti sblum ni.
aq taw,,xde guna nye aq sedey or nanges walau kuar air mata darah pun..
xkan ade org y akan pikir tentang aq..
sape aq dlm hidup diorg y sbnrnye...
klu la aq penting,,diorg xkan wat aq cm2..
aq je y bodoh.aq nampk semua 2..tpi knape aq nk butakn mata aq..
nape aq ni lembut sgt,,nk brtegas pun susah..marah pun susah..
knapa aq slalu nak buat aq ni mcm kool je sgt..
pdahal aq sndri pn byk mslh..cme xmampu terluah..
apa aq taw..cry..cry n only cry..
but somehow..aq rase semuanye salah aq sendiri jugak..
aq taw,,ade org sygkn aq..cuma aq y bermsalah..aq xpndai hargai diorg..
paling sedeyh mesti jamal kan..aq seolah2 cm jauhkn dri dia..
dia seorg kwn y sgt sygkn aq..n aq pun sygkn dia..
alia pun sama..aq harap dia berada dekat ngn aq...
ni semua jauh dri aq..aq juz nak someone y dekat n slalu berada disisi aq..
tpi aq taw 2 xkan trjdi..papepun,,kat sini aq pn ade kwn2 y sygkn aq..
aq pn sygkn diorg..slalu temankn aq..hepikan aq...thanx coz hadir lam hidup aq..
klu x,mesti aq slalu muram n sedeyh..org xkn nmpk sgt..sal aq suka pendam..
sbnrnye aq ptt rase brtuah n brsyukur walaupn aq taw ni semua xkan kekal lama..
klu ia berkekalan,,hanya mampu bersyukur..

mayat HIDUP

dua bulan cuti duk umah, aku rase mcm mayat hidup je kat dalam umah ni, hu3

bosan nya terasa yang amat ! arghh !
aduii..
cam bese tiap2 hari wat bende same je
sumpah aku cakap bosan
macam MAYAT HIDUP
tau mayat hidup tu ape?
mayat tu hidup tapi dah tade perasaan da...

tapi kan
nasib baik semalam umi i cakap nak hantar i pegi kelas menjahit
u rase i patut masuk x?
em kalau x masuk dah tade pe dah nak buat kat umah ni
so i setuju je la, hehe
support i nak belajar menjahit nanti k?
wakaka :P

have a nice day ya :)

confius!!

hmmm,,smua org menantikan seseorg dlm hidup masing2..
seseorg y menyayangi n sayangkn antra satu sama lain..
begitu juga aq..insan2 trsebut telah lama hadir dlm hidupku tanpa ku sedari..
dia amat syangkn driku y serba dgn kekurangan ini..
aq juga sayangkan dia tapi aq takut dan perasaan serik masih menghantui diriku..
lebih2 lagi aq rasa keliru kerana aq xtaw y mana harus aq buat pilihan apabila 2 insan hadir dlm hidupku...dan aq brharap plihan y akan bkal ku buat adalah keputusan y terbaik pernah aq lakukan dan tidak akan kecewa lagi...

balik kampung !

to Miz Putih...

i balik rumah 4hb malam
so maybe sampai 5hb kat dungun
jgn tanye lagi untuk kali ke3 ok?

huhuh..
kalu sempat wat date ngan i sempat la
kalu xsempat sori coz i balik kampung 8hb
if im not mistaken...

but umi i cakap
raya ke4 nanti i da balik paka
so maybe sempat kot kite raye same2..
weee ! :D

orait, c'ya ! :)

to my beloved miss merah..

huhuhu..
saya mau pulang ke rumah!!!!
busawn au duk sini...
asyik2 sakit je taw..
xsuka la...
tapi aq ckp kat mak aq,
nak balik..
tapi mak aq xbagi balik..
waaaaa!!!!!sedey er...
dah la tension + bosawn + sakit..
xsuka2...huhu..
xsabar nak jumpa kamu..
ble nak jumpa???
mesti best dapat dating ngan mu..hehe

friends forever :))

my beloved friend,
kawan selamanya

walau punye pakwe smart atau hensem
KAWAN tetap paling setia

walau punye makwe comel atau cantik
KAWAN tetap paling penting

walau punye banyak harta
KAWAN tetap paling berharga

walau punye pangkat tinggi
KAWAN tetap sama level

kirimlah ke semua teman mu sebagai tanda kamu mengingatinya... :)

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sayaalia



~meRaH~

apa yang ku rasa

bila diriku lemah,
semua yang berada di sekelilingku,
seperti menjauhkan diri dariku,
membiarkan ku keseorangan,
meninggalkan ku tatkala ku kesusahan,
memijak2 diriku seperti aku ini,
tiada erti bagi persahabatan mereka,
buat aku seperti aku tiada hati dan perasaan,
tiada maruah..
terukkah aku di mata mereka,
bukankah sahabat,
dikatakan dapat menerima,
keburukan dan kelebihan sahabat mereka sendiri..
mengapa mau menjaga tepi kain orang,
sedangkan orang itu hanya buat hal sendiri,
teramat sukar untuk memahami hati seseorang,
tapi bagiku,
biarlah orang mau kata apa2 pun,
asalkan kita bahagia dan gembira dengan hidup kita..

i can do it!!!!

what i have to do when i depressed or sad???
i know the answer...
i just have to forget about all the past..
don't ever to reverse back...
once i reverse it back,
i will be the same as before...
and i will remember the past n difficult to forget it..

HATE u !

.... i HATE u ....

H = happy to see you
A = always remember you
T = take care of you
E = everyday never forget you

So i really want to say ...

I HATE YOU ! <3

~meRaH~

the princess and the frog..

hye,,i'm the princess of the country in Lakeland..

Why the placed called Lakeland,

it because there are a land in the middle of the lake..

and my villa is built at there..

i can see a nice n beutiful view from my room..

it really calm n peace...i never feel miserable n stress..

the lake is divide by two area...

one lake near to my villa is really beautiful and the other one look scary..

the king always remind me not to close to the lake..

it because that the lake is to dangerous for me..

and when i ask my grandma,she told that the lake is full with a frog..

but the poison one and full with a heart of evil..

i ask why...and she said...

there was a villa built there long a time ago and still exist until now..

there are a lot of money and treasures in there...

but everyone is afraid to enter the villa which is inside the lake..

it had been cursed by witches..and the witches still take care the villa..

if the witches know someone enter her area,they will be cursed to stone..

to save them,they had to wait a princess that can defeated the witches

so that the place will become a beautiful place just like before..

and the princess had to find the prince that had be turn to frog and kiss him..

if u had kiss a wrong frog,u also will turn into the poisonous frog..

the princess show her interested when she heard the story...

and said,maybe i'm the princess will save the prince..

suddenly,,her grandma laughing loudly...

the princess ask her grandma why she laughing..

and her grandma said:'u foolish girl,it just a story and it never exist,it looks like i had cheated u once again..hahaha...u're really a dreaming princess..and it shows that i'm really good in making a story..'

the princess smile and laughing coz she know her grandma like to create a story and she always believed it...

she said in her heart:how could i believed that story..i'm live in a modern world now..there no such thing like witches in modern world..there all just exist in a story book that she always read before she going to sleep..then,she smile alone looking at the lake...and fully forget about the scary lake...

thanx for everything

i went to the tari's festival at auditarium..
i meet my friend...
i talk n laughing with them...
but when suddenly one of my friend talk about my xboyfriend..
ok..now i know the truth that the guys are really a liar..
but what ever..
i don't mind...
he is not my friend n not important to me anymore..
he is the useless man i ever know..
but never mind..
i still have a lot friend that truly want to be friend with me...
it not important to kept a useless friend in our life..

owh WHITE gurl :)

haha, luv u too dear!

im glad dat u realize who are ur besfren actually
dun wori
u'll find the most better MAN ever in ur life, some day..
juz wait for HIM ok?

hehe
make sure dun b sad anymore for STUPID guy :P

find true love,
once u get it dun ever let it go :)

my special friend...

to mariam alia...

thanx a lot...

love u..

the friendship with a guy..

jamal...

th guy that always be in my side...

when i'm heppy or sad...

when i had a problem...

when i become naughty..

when i far from him..

when i feel like i had lost him..

he always remember me...

he always try to cheer me up..

but..

i make him sad..

i make he dissapointed with me..

i'm too bad for him..

i don't appreciated him..

he always be kind to me..

he the best friend for a guy to me..

if one day,,

he left me..

it deserve me right..

coz not appreciated him..

if the tears rolling down to my cheek..

i'm not deserve to do that..

red gurl,,hehehe

i don't think u know him..
but i had told u before about him...
now i remember,maybe u know him in facebook..
he juz my ex boyfriend..that the last person i had a relationship..
i think i still had a little feeling to him..
so when i saw him eith other gurl,n remember the word that he had say to me before..
i feel so cheated n foolish...
n it really hurting a lot..
i decide i want to foget him...

dear Sweetheart,

who is 'he'?
do i know him?
just be patient k..
everything will be fine,
time can heal the past... :)

meRaH here always be with u..

i hate him so much

why when i want to forget about him..suddenly he appear back in my life..fo a long time he didn't contact me,,suddenly contact me back..it really annoyed me..i hate when guys that lied to me n once upon a time,,after i clash with him,it fne to be friend but he said that he still love me..n i maybe still had a feeling to him...so i keep his word but how foolish i am...i realise that he's word that time juz a sweet word..when i had a problem,,it really difficult for him to help me..n he never contact me...i had delete his phone no n facebook..i really don't want him to be in my life..it really hurting me a lot..when he contact me back,i think the reason he contact me coz he want me to help him to find a book maybe..n what the reason is it...i don't want him to be in my life again..i wish i could forget everything n after that,,if he's class same with me,,then i don't care about him anymore coz i had already forget about the past..

p e d i H n Y a.. ;(

:: nice song to hear :) ::

::meRah::

b e P a t i e n t M a D e a r ;)

emm..sdey gak ak bce luahan hti mu tuh..
prob nde plok cek kak oii..isk3..
xpham ak..mu ase trpinggir ke gane??
ak pham..ak pom pnah alami gop nde cm mu ase..
memg skit gler op..
huhuh..

dun wori ma dear..
kalu nde mslh pape..cite je la kat ku..
kalu mu ase xleh nk cite kat ak pom..jamal ade..
ye pom besfren mu gop kang..cite je la..
ak xksh pom..jamal pom xkish..
we r all besfrenn..rite??

hmm..ak pom xreti la nk kbor gane leh jd gitu..
mu sabor je la eh..
lgpun mu kang bru lg kwn nge diorang..

dkpe la..ade la tu sbb2 diorng wat gitu..
lme2 ok la tu k cyg..
dun wori..be hepi..
i pray for u happiness alwaiz be wit u ma dear..
luv n miz u so much,,muahx!




::meRaH::

the fade smile...

weh,,,hahahaha....yeke..leh cair ke???ti aq tgk balik..hmmm,,enth ble aq leh jmpe ye 2..aq pn xtaw..skunk pn aq jrg msj ngn ye...juz wish mownink n night je..aq skunk xtaw r apa y aq nk...y aq leh perhatikn,,aq rase cm dlm dunia ni,,aq xnk ingt pape pn..rase trsiksagler ble kna pendm taw..nk mrh xleh..y mampu hanya stu tangisan y mengalir tpi itupn dlm diam..knape ek pape hal pn,,aq akn diketepikn...enth r,,,dri aq trus duk cm2 je juz hanyaew mampu memerhati & hati akn rase amt sakit,,aq rela kuar dri tmpt 2...lepk ngn laki lain lbh baik..agpn klu diorg ctew pn,,diorg tetp akn ctew kt aq..dri kwn y enth r..aq xtaw r,,,ble tnye somethg,,ckp xde pape..aq pn kwn2 korg jgk..bkn susah pn nk ctew..xkn aq je y kna ctew kt korg sedgkn korg nk secreat2 ngn aq..aq wase aq ni xpenting pn lm kehidupn persahabatn diorg kot..better duk sorg n menyepikn dri..so,,papepn,,xde sorg pn akn msj ke ape kt aq..enth r,,,juz jd perhiasan kot dlm 2..time gurau smua org leh gurau trmsuk aq..tpi ble secreat,,enth la,,,aq sdar aq ni sape...aq pn xtaw dh aq nk wtpe..aq xde smgt pn nk blajar n hidup..aq hanya mampu mengukirkn senyuman biarpn dlm hti aq..hmpir2 mau meletup...aq xtaw lama mane mau menahan senak di dada..tpi selagi mampu ku than..akan ku than,,,,

cute gler senyum! ;)

salam putih!hehe..
ak nk cite kat mu ni sal semalam ak jupe ngan jamal.. mu nk dgr ke xboh?? meh ak cite.. ak sbnrnye x caye gop jamal nk mari tmpat ak mari jumpe ak.. bab ye kan jnis sush ket nk jumpe org puan.. mse ak jnji nk jupe nge ye smlm,ak de ator msg ke ye nk mri kul wape..
ak ingt ye xboh mri dh coz lwat gler ye bls msg ak kbor nk mri or.. lam kul10 gitu r.. last2 ye ator msg sapa dh kat tmpat ak.. pdahal mse tu ak bru siap mandi..isk3.. kire lmbt gop la ak kuar bndar gi jupe ye.. ktorang janji jumpe kat village mall coz mmber ye,mat din nk jumpe mmber ye gop situ.. so ak pom gi la cpat2 kuar nge mmber ak sorg naik teksi pegi village mall.. actually smlam uitm ak de wat eksposis..
so pengawal u ak ni xbagi mane2 student uitm kuar..
tp nta cmne time ak nk kuar tu ade la sorg pak guard tu ble nmpak kad prelaw ak yg kaler merah trus je ye bagi kuar.. lege gler ak coz tkut gak la tetibe ye tahan kuar ke, xdpt la ak nk jumpe ngan cik jamal yg sudh lme gler ak rncang nk brjumpe..huhu.. then..smpai je kat sne ak trus cari die.. memule msuk village mall tu ak nmpak de ABPH or anugerah bintang popular harian nga wat show..tp time tu tade artis dtg lagi..juz de cam contest nynyian..


so ak tnye la jamal ye de kat mane..
mu tau ye kbor nde?ye kbor de lam panggung wayang..trkezut gler ak!ciss..tetibe je ak nyumpah lam ati..haha.. tp actually bkn lam pggung wayang tp duk kat luar je.. pastu cpat2 la ak nek atas cri die(smngat gler ak!haha)
emm mase jumpe die pkai bju kaler merah..ak lak bju hitam putih.. ktorang juz jalan2 kat dlm mall tuh.. memule pegi mkn kat kfc ak blanje.. pastu time mkn nasi bru die blanje ak ..kui3
tp syg kjap je la smpat jumpe die coz die nk main bola petang tu.. so xleh la nk ckp lme2 pun ngan die..huhu..
tu je la ak nk cite..xlme pun ak jumpe die.. sori la ak xamek gmbr jamal coz ak tkut irin tau.. tanak die pkir lain lak sal ak ngan jamal.. mu pom tau irin tu jnis kuat jeles gop or.. hurm..xpasal2 ye ngajuk plok nge ak..hish,,sush la nk memujuk pkwe ak sorg tuh..hu3 actually ak tulis tajuk cute gler snyum tu coz i like his smile.. he looks so cute when he's smiling..hehe;) kalu mu jumpe ye jgn cair dh r tgok jamal snyum..kui3.. ak sndiri trpikat..wakaka..;D
rite dear..c'ya!muah!;)

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my comment??
juz leave him then & 4get all ur lurve for that guy..
k??

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when the truth is reveal by ourself..

waaa...it trully hearting my heart a lot..he never say a word about he was in relationship with another gurl..when i saw the word we officially on his myspace..it really pierce my heart one by one..like the broken mirror..but why he still said that he miss me and care about me..
why??why??why you make me feel happy n give me hope when you had the one inside ur heart..i know that im so foolish that i love u..and at least u should told me that u had the special one..i still be friend with u..not going to avoid you..but i just wanna know the truth..
please don't hurt my feeling again..it really make me sad..and at this moment,i don't know either i will had a feeling for another boy or not..or maybe my heart will empty for a long time..but for sure..i really going to take a time to forget about my feeling for him..and forget about everything..