the pieces of my heart 2..

malam ni,,aq lepak ngn kwn2 aq kat tasek..sambil mkn2..
then story mory la jgk kn..
n ade satu topik ni,,buat aq sgt sedey taw..
kwn aq plan nk celebrate bday kwn dia..
tpi menda ni xde kait pape pun,,
cuma ade kait ngn aq je..
time diorg ctew sal pngalaman diorg n memory diorg ttg bday diorg,
aq senyap je..aq xtaw nk ckp pe...
aq nk nages taw time 2..mata aq sedikit berair sbnrnye,,
tpi org xtaw kot..aq rasa xde org perasan kot..
yela,,aq sedey,,aq lgsung xde memori ttg celebrate bday aq sndri..
xde sape pn nk sambut n ingt..cuma syukur je la rmai org wish bday aq,,
last aq smbut time kecik agi..sek ren last sambut..
then,,xde dah sambut2 bday aq..
aq selalu dtg time org sambut bday kwn2 aq or org lain..
aq pun jeles jgk sbnrnye..aq cam seronok je tgk diorg..
at least diorg ade r memory 2 kn.dan aq xde..
dlu,,aq bwk sndri kek konon2 nk smbut ngn bdak dorm aq,,
last2 aq y bawa diri n pi nanges sorg2..entah r..aq jd sedey ble tringat blik..
ade certain org bg hadiah..aq ptt bersyukur ttg 2..
tpi aq nk jugak merasakan celebrate bday party..
tpi aq taw aq xn dpt rasa..
ala,,it not a big deal right..
aq dh bese klu xsambut bday aq sendiri..
so,,klu aq sedey ke pe sal bday..
menda 2 tersimpan dlm hti
pe aq taw,time bday aq ti aq blik rumah je la,,
lg best kn...hehehehe..
thun lepas pn,,semua kwn2 aq celebrate bday kwn2 aq sndri,,
tpi smpi turn aq,,xde pun diorg nk smbut..
tpi dlm rmi2 2 ade y sama buln ngn aq,,
bday dia,,diorg smbut..tpi aq x..
so,,xde guna nye klu aq terus mengharap ke pe..
menda 2 hanya dlm fantasi kn..
klu xsambut pun xpe..bukn penting pun..hehee
y penting aq kena bersyukur at least ade org ingt bday aq dan wish kat aq..
menangis ke pe,,menda 2 xdtgkn papepun..
aq kn dh bese kn..so,,wat cm bese la..
tpi kn,,aq heppy dapat sambut bday kwn2 aq.
tengok diorg heppy dan tersenyum,,
dah cukup wat aq bahagia..=)